When God Says "Not Yet."

Praying for you Meredith. The Peace of our Lord be with you.

Praying for you also. In faith.

Praying for you Meredith in the waiting and beyond. Thank you for sharing. ❤️

Oh sweet girl – I will be lifting you in prayer. Waiting is so so hard but you know that you know the only One that can help. Your message was timely as I’m in the midst of what was looking to be an overwhelming amount of family issues”

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I’m praying for you Meredith! I’m so sorry you are having to walk this hard road. May you experience God’s grace and peace like never before in the waiting! ❤️

Well, I’m a little speechless. I just sat and read every one of your posts tonight. Pretty sure God put you in my feed today. Or whatever it’s called here.

We seem to have parallel lives in some ways, plus we are both swoony about alliteration LIKE ALL THE COOL KIDS ARE.

My needle biopsy was six months ago and the results were similarly inconclusive. Might be fine, might not, let’s wait a year and see. Easy for them to say. Hmpf.

Anyway… you’re understood. That’s all I wanted to say. You’re understood.

I have trouble finding my own comments but I’m pretty sure I probably told you this. I died in 1998. I popped out of my body, I had no more lungs. I was trying to make the breathing sound as I was staring at my own body on the couch. Dad and I was floating just a few feet off the floor…. Trying to make that breathing sound didn’t work because I had no lungs… it freaked me out a little bit, realizing I was more live out of my body than I was when I was normal in the body… turning my head around and seeing everybody, staring at myself on the couch, freaking out because it was the middle of a party with DJs, spinning in the apartment on a Monday afternoon after going to clubs for the whole weekend in Manhattan… then I started floating sideways through the wall. I had no control over where I was going. I saw the cell structure of the bricks as I passed through them out over the street on first Avenue near Houston. I was in awe that this was happening, heavy lead blanket, wrapped around my lower, half and whisked me downward sideways into pitch blackness wear a stinging compression feeling of some kind, absolutely horrific for a second or two, and I screamed NO, and thrusted upward, and a Crystaline tube, a tornado made out of the most brilliant lit up colored material like every kind of Gem and stone and glass known to mankind and from another planet materials unseen on this earth, absolutely a tornado made out of this stuff.. sucked me up, must’ve been the speed of sound for about eight seconds until I ended up in the clouds in front of two majestic men with someone I knew from earth standing between them slightly
in front… the men were twins… the thickest layered wool like hair, white robes, big eyes, big noses, big lips floating in some kind of box with leaves above them around them on their laps, I think… they do not look happy, and they just stared at me… I was told by the person standing between them. Congratulations., and when I pointed to the fact that I realized that person was like an angel sent to protect me and my friends, us, the person said not us, you, and you can go back now. And I was sent back into my body. This kind of flipped me out. It was in my head for decades…. I might have told some people about it… in 91 a fortuneteller in Rumson, New Jersey, predicted my life, and so did a rabbi in New York City Rabbi Leibowitz in 2000 to a similar prediction that I was going to do something for God in the future… a lot more of course, won’t get into it now. But seven years ago I was baptized by a rabbi, and the name of Jesus Christ and I studied scripture with a tenacity. I have never read anything in my life and I’ve been an avid reader, since I was a little kid. I already knew from reading one line in John, that Jesus Christ was God. When I went back to Genesis, and started reading the two books as one, I was not trying to learn anything that I didn’t know already in my heart about the reality of God and Jesus, I was reading the books to find out everything I could that was in there, so I could tell people about exactly the truth of life. This life does not matter one bit…. The only thing that matters is that we get in line with Jesus Christ so that tube opens up that tornado must open up when we die and pop out of our body, and we can go back to where we came from. The human body is just carbon and nitrogen. It turns to carbon and hydrogen back into the oil it came from…. Thing inside of us was created by God it is put into the woman’s womb when the baby is developing I don’t know when…. But it has nothing to do with the human body, except there is something with the human. Sin what we think what we say, that either separates us or connects us to God. We need to have a serious fear of not being in line and having those things wrap around us and take us down because the thing inside of us lives forever it will never die. If God does not take that back when it pops out., it is like a horrific eternity we are facing. If anyone has any doubt that this is not true that is one dangerous gamble. Anyone who understands this is true, though sickness, disease, and other horrors, that plague our life on earth, these things must be looked at as amusements… literally not a big deal, no matter how bad even the most horrific death, it’s eventually over and very little time, and what happens when that thing pops out of the body… that’s actually went real life begins. A person when they die on earth will realize seconds later that their life was not anything that they thought. That thing that pops out is not human it is a perpetual life force with your voice the way you move your arms your mannerisms that pops out… you will not have any control over where it goes. It just floats around and either gets taken back to God or it gets trapped down below. That’s it. That’s the real truth of life. And that’s why the Bible warns about hell., that’s why Paul says his life was worthless… I pray that everybody understands that this is truth I’ve seen it firsthand. I’m probably the only living person on the planet that has a first hand testament to Jesus Christ and his father sitting together… it should make even the worst illness, laughable, and enjoyable, knowing that if death comes, it’s actual birth… it’s the first day of real life beginning… I have no more fear of any illness or death, just a fear of being separated, and being stuck in that horrific place down below, when my body dies. God bless you and I hope this message as well received.!